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Monday, April 20, 2009

How Much is Too Much?

i apologize in advance for this post, but it is something i need to get out of my system.
i am way too depressed to do any research and lately i haven't even had the will to fight anymore. i did everything the doctors said to do and yet i still have complications. the pain is now spreading into my legs and it is not arthritis. it is a sharp, sporadic pain in the bones.
the business that bela runs in about to go bankrupt and i still am unable to get a job. recently, my teenage daughter and i have had problems and haven't spoken.
how much more can one person take? what is the point of surviving cervical cancer if life keeps beating you down? i'm at the point where i surrender..i throw in the towel. something has to give soon or i'm not going to make it.

4 comments:

AlpHa Buttonpusher said...

The baby rises to its feet, takes a step, is overcome with triumph and joy - and falls flat on its face. It is a pattern for all that is to come! But learn from the bewildered baby. Lurch to your feet again. You'll make the sofa in the end.*hugs*

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

hang in there. please.

JessieSomers said...

thank you all for your comments and concern...just going through a really rough patch in life. i will try to hang in there and will be posting more in a few days.
Jessie